
Five years ago today, I was hospitalized for a myocardial infarction – heart attack – or what my doctor referred to as the “widow maker”. (Note the gender-biased semantics here, heart sisters: docs don’t call a cardiac event caused by this fully occluded coronary artery the “widower maker”, do they?) I am, frankly, surprised to be here writing this today. For much of those past five years, I did not actually believe I would make it to this anniversary. As they say: before heart attack, every chest pain is just indigestion. Afterwards, every chest pain is another heart attack! That’s five years of being afraid every day. Such is reality.
Happy heart-iversary to me, and to all of you who are survivors, too! ♥
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See also: Should heart patients make a ‘Bucket List’?
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I have a little ritual as soon as I board the ferry from my island home for the one hour and 40 minute sailing over to the mainland: I make a stop at the magazine rack of the B.C. Ferries gift shop. 
re the start of each shiny new year, how I love sitting down with both my current calendar and my brand new one side by side. I like flipping through both, month by month, transferring all the important birthdays, anniversaries and already-booked dates from one to the other. For the past four years, those new calendar dates have included my