by Carolyn Thomas ♥ @HeartSisters
Regular readers might recall my story of a bizarre housecleaning ritual that started after my heart attack. I felt so frightened and overwhelmed by what had just happened to me that I became convinced I would die overnight in my bed – very likely tonight! – from another “widow maker” heart attack.
So pervasive was this conviction that for several weeks, I would clean the entire apartment every evening before bedtime, so the paramedics (or worse! – the family) wouldn’t find a mess when they discovered my corpse the next morning. The curious part was my worry that I’d still somehow be judged by my housekeeping skills – even after death!? Continue reading “Struggle care: a new way to rethink housework”